Back to blogging?

I swear i'm the worst blogger in the whole universe. Period.

Back to 2012, when i just started blogging, rasanya super excited. I will wrote everything, meskipun waktu itu tulisan, kualitas foto, dan ilmu makeupku cuma secuil. Aku bakal nulis apapun yang bisa ku tulis, bakal ngereview apapun yang aku punya. Dan aku ngerasa sooooo happy. I like writing a reviews and paint my face, take a bunch of crappy low quality picture and post them all on my blog. And then i just stopped. I don't really know why. Well, actually i know why *rolling eyes

Life just gets in the way.. there's soooooo much going on in my life. Kalo aku ceritain semuanya bakal panjang banget dan kalian juga bakalan males bacanya hahaha. But now, i got the time. In fact aku punya banyak banget waktu luang yang bisa aku manfaatin buat aktif lagi di blog. I mean, i've been active in my instagram so why not just get back to my blogging days?

But i feel different. I didn't feel the rush and the excitement like i used to. I used to love blogging sooooo much. I love sharing my passion for makeup to strangers on the internet. And strangers on the internet sometimes can be your friend, your support system. Aku berteman sama banyak banget beauty blogger waktu aku masih aktif blogging dulu and i reaaaally love that part :(

To be honest, lately aku ngerasa insecure. Seriously, have you seen Indonesian bloggers/vloggers nowadays? Um, two words, RIDICULOUSLY GORGEOUS. With their expenssive af makeup and fancy camera & setup. I couldn't compete with that! I'm a broke ass old blogger with cellphone camera & drugstore makeup. Well, drugstore makeup isn't that bad, they're life saver and some of them is soooo good.


But, you know what.. I'm not that bad, right?! lol
Tujuan awal aku blogging karena aku suka banget sharing tentang makeup, ga peduli sebutut apa fotoku atau makeup drugstore itu lagi yang aku pake berulang-ulang. Well i'm not buying this product just to used them a couple times you know, aku beli buat aku habisin. So who cares kalo produk yang aku pake itu-itu aja, atau kalo fotoku yang cuma mengandalkan natural day lights ga akan sebagus bloggers/vloggers sekarang. Because at the end of the day, i'm doing what i love.

Aku ngga bisa janji aku bakal rajin update, but i'll try :)


Till next time, 
-Eki